Letters from the Inside, Ira Einhorn, #22

HI KELLY,
I'M IN THE MIDST OF WRITING--AUTOBIO--WHEREIN EVERYTHING SEEMS A MOMENTARY DEVIATION FROM THE TASK AT HAND ADN THE ONLY FOCUS IS THE LINES ADVANCING ACROSS THE PAGE.

SUDDENTLY i BEGAN AND THROUGH ALL THE INTERRUPTIONS I CONTINUED AS IF i WERE UNROLLED A TIGHTLY CURLED TAPE.

THE MIND IS SO STRANGE.

I WROTE 48 PAGES IN 48 HOURS AND MY ENERGY WAS JUST TOO HIGH FOR THIS PLACE AS I WAS BEING NORMAL AND PLAYING WIHT LANGUAGE WHICH NO ONE HERE UNDERSTAND, OFCOURSE, CAUSING CONFUSION SO I PUT IT DOWN FOR A DAY AND TURNED TO AN EGREGIOUS TASK--EDITING ONE OF THE HABES I WROTE YOU ABOUT.

TURGID DOESN'T EVEN GET CLOSE AAND A LIFE IS AT STAKE.

SO...

WROTE TO THE SITE BEFORE I GOT YOUR LETTER. NO HELP THERE.
WENT BACK TO THE WRITING TODAY; IT JUST KEEPS UNROLLING.
NOW i UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU DO. THANKS FOR EXPLAINING.
I LOOK AT SUCH AN EXERCISE EACH WEEK NI THE TRIB WHICH IS VERY HIGH END.

I CAN ONLY WISH YOU LUCK WITH 675 CLIENTS IN ONE ACCOUNT. CANT' YOU SUB-ROUTINE SOME OF THE WORK AND GET SOME HELP? WHAT YOU DESCRIBED IS MY WINTER SAN ANTIBIOTICS. . I USE VITAMINS, BUT IT WOULD GO AWAY AND THEN CREEP BACK.

AND I'M NOT ALONE--COS, OTHER ONE FOUGHT WITH HIS DOC---FINALLY CONVINCED HIM THEN THE DOC SAW MANY SIMILAR CAES. IT IS JUST THE BEGINNING.

WE ARE GOING TO BE HIT IN SO MANY WAY.

[ED.: He is talking about how antibiotics are creating super bugs that can't be killed. In the upcoming session he is answer my questions about how he feels he could have done things differently to not end up in jail for murdering his ex-girlfriend Holly Maddux. He claims he didn't. That they had had a turbulent relationship, she left him, he never wanted to hear from her again and was found by the cops in a trunk in his closet due to an awful smell. Here he says something a bit different about it.]

WHAT WOULD I DO DIFFERENTLY RE: HOLLY: END THE RELATIONSHIP EARLIER. EASIER SAID THAN DONE, AS WE SEPARATED AGAIN AND AGAIN. SHE DISAPPEARED AT TIMES, THEN WOULD JUST CANCE BACK INTO MY LIFE. FINALLY WE AGREED TO SPLIT, BUT SHE INSISTED ON BUYING ME A CAR, TAKING ME TO EUROPE AND THE SPLIT UP: SHE TOOK AN APARTMENT ACROSS THE ST. THE ENTIRE CONTENTION OF SPLIT UP IS NONSENSE. YOU STRUGGLE TO LEAVE THEN MOVE ACROSS THE STREET. PLEASE. FOR THE REST, YOU'LL HAVE TO WAIT FOR THE BOOK.

PEACE,
Ira