Found the missing Ira Einhorn letter...

Hi Taurus Lady:

If putting it on paper helps, by all means do so: working things through again and again, can be an enormous help.

Scorpios can be very powerful as I have discovered from time to time. They have three levels: Serpent (Mostly), Lion (Maybe a few) and Eagle (in 200 probably none you will meet.) I'm a Taurus 2nd house 5 of my planets in the Scorpio house, so I confused love and sex for a long time and attracted everything that walked.

It took a long time to realize that good sex is a good start, but won't sustain a relationship.

I'm very solid, but am mentally mercurial and Uranian and have spent my life learning, so almost never met women who could even follow my mind,let alone understand
so
as with friends, I learned to divide and always had scads of lovers besides a girl or live-in
Didn't confuse me, but sure confused my closest ladies.

That pattern persisted until I met a wife then absolute monogamy and happy for it
but
all that roaming and vast sexual experience taught me an enormous amount I'm trying to distill into erotic tales: difficult as too much of it reads like porno and most women, today, act like whores--I'm describing, not talking in valuative terms.

Get Prelude to Initmacy and read my Taurean tale--what hte hell was she doing.

I clipped a put a picture of Marilyn Monroe in my journal recently, as the Monroe tale is still playing out.

She is in a bookstore--you are looking at her sideways. She is leaning back at an angle--tits---she had titls not breasts (reading Ulysses)--in your face.

I captioned the clipping: Ah, if tits were enough.

She yearned after knowledge and ended up with a m an who could teach her, but whose friends found her silly and pathetic and lacking empathy, he went with them.

We are all snobs in our own way, but I've learned that the willingness to learn can conquer one's learned snobbery.

Mos tpeople do not entertain ideas beyond the basics of living. They just don't care about Darwin, Marx, Einstein, etc.

I had a few friends like that and lovers, but no matter how good the blow job, I want talk in bed and other places, so I quickly learned to avoid 'Susie' --now matter how beautifuli and hot to have me in her bed, AND except for rare situations her maile counterparts never got near me.

There are always exceptions and I had affairs and friendship with people who my closet could not imagine me knowing. Do people still put the possessive case before the gerund?

I did the same with males: smoking buddies, go playing buddies, deep intellectual buddies, sex play buddies, etc.

Little overlap, so lots of jealousy that I ignored. My oldest friends just accepted the fact that part of my life were hidden.

The women who lived with me found it exciting
BUT
I'm a Taurus and come from the same place in the Zodiac --within a degree m aybe--the same degree as you.

So the excitement is froth.

What I want and found for 14 years is monogamy, TRUST, intimacy and consistency. Hard to find for a 40 year old woman in 2010 but Amir is not for you unless you thrive on heartbreak. So bite the bullet and look elsewhere as he is playing with you and will hurt you, hurt you, hurt you.

People who really feel are increasingly out of luck in this world of acceleration.

I knew NY in the 60s and 70s. I had many homles away form home there and did lots of business there. BUT never liked it and always said NO when offers came to move there.

2010 New York not a clue as the USA is business, business, business.

Like location, location, location...

The art is dreck. American lit has diappeared.

IDEAS: HA!

NOH place reigns and one warm caring body can make a world as I found and out now as the awareness spreads that it is closing time, it will grow more difficult.

Rad two small things: The Vanishing Face of Gaia by James Lovelock and End of the Wild by Stephen M. Meyer and you will see the BIG WAVE or go to a liebrary and read any chapter of Jaleb's The Black Swan.

Peace.
Ira