Letters from the Inside, Sarah Pender, #41

Kelly,

Glad you liked Down There, and I hope Chiz enjoyed my contribution to materializing the collective psychological despair. Your expression of Down There is very unique. I have come to believe we have all been there, and I am currently living in the West wing. Next time you visit...stop by. :-)

I enjoy your stories of feeding your addiction to Amir. It is an addiction. You indulge, want more, then feel like shit and beat yourself up when you can't get it.

Stupid fucking Amir.

I will think of a Die! so I can be a guestblogger [Ed.: She has and it has been posted on that blog.] I liked your entries, including your guestbloggers. I has bene a long time since I have had unrequited love although once upon a time I did. It sucked. And I'm painfully familiar with the "I'll give you part, but not all, of myself. Just enough good times and great sex to keep you hooked and putting up with my bullshit" love.

Blech.

I like your six word memoirs, but I don't understand STFU and FML. Explain?

I tried writing a few:

- Stuck in Hell. All exits blocked.
- The government gave me the shaft.
- Wrinkles are appearing on the horizen.
- My exes are idiots or criminals.

That was fun.

I have a ton of stuff to work on, but I'm glad I sat to write you. I feel pleasant right now. Maybe some of my positive energy will absorb into the paper and transfer to you upon reading :-). Have a good day, Kelly.

XO,
Sarah