Letters from the Inside, Sarah Pender, #78

Swelly Kelly!

I TOLD you Bruno like you the first time that you said he had IM'd you at midnight about a movie/book. No good-looking, wealthy man does that without a tingle in his heart or his pants. The good news is that you are still hot and exotic to good looking, wealthy men. The bad news, they are liars and cheaters. What a bummer. However, the very fact that Bruno admitted while sober that he has a crazy crush on you means that you are the center of this thoughts at least an hour out of every day. That has got to feel good. A nice diversion from Amir.

You are such a lucky person Kelly. You win lots of stuff, get exactly what you need when you need it. Plus, you are a great writer who refuses to accept her genius and it's a real shame because you could be happy and successful writing if you could get over your self-criticsm. Congratulations on willing $1600!!! I can't even win on scratch-off lotto tickets.

I do realize that being depressed gives me a reason to view the darker side of life and not feel guilty about it. My usual optimism gets smothered by all of the dark clouds hanging, over my head. So I was finally able to write a good Die! for your blog. :-) So, when you don't have something to post, here's a guest blog. Hope you like it.

I've been up for a total of ninety minutes and I am already tired and want to go back to bed, despite the fact that I have slept 18 of the last 24 hours. I feel pathetic. At least I am grateful that I can sleep.

Happy Thanksgiving,
Sarah